I woke up to someone knocking on the door. It was 7 am and we didn’t have practice this morning so I was sleeping in.
“Nigga you not gonna get the door?” I got up and asked Chris.
“It’s probably one of your many girls anyway.”
“Man it’s not many its just like 3.” I opened the door and saw her standing there with drinks and food in her hands.
“Did I wake you up?”
“Naw I was just resting my eyes.” I let her in. It better be something in there for me in that bag or else I was telling Chris to tell her to kick rocks.
“I got you some donuts and orange juice Jermaine.” Ok she cool and can stay.
“Thank you sexy mama.”
“Aye nigga.” Chris ol’ bat hearing ass popped up and said.
“Nigga go back to sleep.”
“Good morning.” She said to him.
“Morning babe.” They smiled at each other. What the hell happened over the weekend? I mean this nigga just called her babe.
“mmm y’all fucked huh?” I asked as I started eating my donut.
“What?! No!” She answered in her high-pitched voice.
“un huh, I don’t believe you. Turn around.” She looked at me like I was special. Chris walked up to her, kissed her on the cheek and got his donut. Yea they fucked and now he pussy whipped.
“Come on turn around.” I told her. She twirled around. Her ass is seating a little bit higher.
“Yep that nigga put in work.” I said.
“We didn’t have sex Jay, don’t go around saying that shit.” Chris finally spoke up.
“Whatever, I guess you will be using your half of the 50 condoms then?” He didn’t say anything he just went back to eating.
Why does he have so many condoms? And does he think that we are going to have sex that many times? Do I think we are going to have sex that many times? Am I his girlfriend?
I wanted to ask him all these questions but Jermaine was still in the room and I had no idea how to ask these questions.
“What’s wrong baby girl?” he asked me we sat in his bed watching TV. I shook my head.
“Something is wrong, you’re too quiet. Are you thinking about last night?” I had a dream about last night, like what would’ve happened if we were not outside? what if he kissed me when we were at his moms house in his room. Would we have stopped at kissing?
“No I’m not thinking about that really.”
“Then what are you really thinking about?” he wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him.
“What y’all niggas about to do down there? Fuck? Because if so let me take my ass to Shannon room, them nigga got lucky charms.” Jermaine looked down from the top bunk.
“how many times I’m going to tell you we not doing that!” Chris said.
“Yea ok, whatever y’all did last night sounds like something nasty, and y’all want to do it again so peace.” He grabbed his keys and left and we laughed.
“Ok shawty so tell me.” he looked down at me.
“I don’t know how to ask it.”
“Just ask it, I wont bite.”
“Ok. Why do you have 50 condoms?”
“Because my pops thinks that I’m sexing the whole campus.”
“Well are you?”
“Naw, I haven’t had sex with nobody here.” Do people ask how many people a person has had sex with? Is that rude?
“I’ve only had sex with two people and one was my ex.” He answered before I could even ask the question.
“Why were you afraid to ask me that?” he asked me.
“I don’t know, do friends have those kinds of conversations?” He shrugged his shoulders.
“I don’t know, do friends do this.” He pulled me on top of his lap and kissed me. And kissed me hander then he did last night. It took me a minute to even understand what was happening. But I relaxed and went with it. Our tongue tangled around in each other mouths and I didn’t want to stop until..
“Mmmm” I moan escaped from my mouth. I pulled away.
“Sorry, that went a little too far.” He said. I moved from his lap back to sitting at his side. He grabbed a pillow and put it where my ass was just a second ago.
I didn’t want to be hard right now, and I didn’t want to stop kissing her. Her moan just gave me something new to dream about.
“it’s ok, it’s just….. I don’t know if I’m ready to go there yet.” She said to me.
“I’m not either. I know you’re a virgin, and I’m sure your scared and all that because girls freak out but trust me I don’t take sex lightly.” Of course I wanted to have sex with her, but I don’t like to rush nothing. I was with my ex for 6 months before I even let her give me head. Sex builds a strong attachment and I only want to be attached to people I care about.
“So what are we?” She asked me.
“What do you want us to be?”
“I would like to believe that you don’t kiss someone that you like if you don’t care about them.”
“I’ve never kissed anybody like I just kissed you.”
“Does that mean I’m special?” She was blushing.
“You more then special shawty. So it’s safe to say you want what I want.”
“What do you want?”
“I want you.” I looked at her.
“In what way?” This right now was not helping my hard dick go down.
“Ok don’t say it like that, you making things super hard for me right now, pun intended.” She laughed.
“But I want you in every way but right now I want you to be my girl. But I want to take you out first before you say yes. I gotta give you the full southern charm experience.”
“We have been out before. We went to the movies.”
“That wasn’t a date date, that was us hanging out. You like fashion right?” I asked her as I tried to get up.
“Yea” She answered like she was concerned. I couldn’t really get up and hide my dick so I just remained seated.
“because there is some presentation thing tomorrow on the history of CoCo—“
“CoCo Chanal?! Yes! I wanted to go to that so bad but the tickets were not open to freshman.” She was like about to die from excitement. It was cute.
“I got tickets so were going.” And this is big because this shit is going to be boring and I’m missing the football game.
“OH MY GOD!” She jumped all over me and started kissing me.
“ha ha ok ok, your welcome but if you don’t move I will be taking a cold shower for about an hour.”
“oh.. I forgot.” She moved back.
“Ok, now what you want to do? Stay here while I go get ready or meet me at class?” I asked.
“I can wait.”
“Ok.” I got up, kissed her one last time, then grabbed my stuff to go take this cold ass shower.
Today was the day of Bria’s court date where she has to testify, and I was going to support her.
“You know I’m happy that you are coming with me.” She said to me as we were getting in the car.
“You know I’m not about to let you go through this alone. I love you girl.”
“Yea but you still do that fucking up shit to me.”
“Bria you do the fucked up shit first but lets not fight today ok baby? I just want you to relax.”
“Fine.” We arrived at the courthouse and went inside and meet with her lawyer and the D.A.
“Ok Miss Johnson, this is going to be just like we practiced. You are going to go on the stand and I will ask you some questions, like about what happened and then the defense will follow up with their own questions. Now they will try to confuse you, and twist up your story but just stick to the facts and tell what happened. I will jump in if they try to ask any questions that should not be answered. Ok?” Bria nodded her head. She sat outside and waited for them to call her to the stand. I sat in the gallery with the rest of the people. Her mother was not here nor was her father. They didn’t believe her when she said she was raped. That pissed me the hell off, like how can you not be there for your daughter when she tells you something like that?
I was on the stand and I answered all the questions that the D.A asked me. Now it was time to answer the defense questions.
“Miss Johnson, was this night in question the first time you had ever had sex?”
“Objection! She did not have sex, she was raped!”
“Alleged your honor, allegedly raped.”
“Sustained, watch yourself councilor.”
“Ok, let me put it like this, before this night in question had you had sexual relations with the defendant?” I looked at my lawyer and she wasn’t going to object.
“Yes.” I answered.
“So you had been sexually involved with the defendant before? How many times?”
“I don’t remember.” I said.
“According to him, you two had sex on multiple occasion, including at a party very similar to the one where you accused him and his friends of raping you.”
“Is there a question in there?” I asked.
“Yes, is this true?” I shrugged my shoulders.
“What was that Miss Johnson?”
“I guess it is.”
“Ok you guess. Do you also guess that you had sex with the second defendant and his brother the day before this alleged rape or do you remember that?”
“I said no and once you say no, no means no!” I yelled.
“Order! Now Miss Johnson do you need a minute to calm yourself?” The judge asked me. I shook my head no.
“Ok then answer the question.”
“I don’t remember.” I said.
“Ok, it is true that you were drinking that night correct?”
“Yes I had something to drink.”
“Would you say you were drunk?”
“No I wouldn’t say that.”
“Really, because you Blood alcohol level was twice over the legal limit. And you are underage.” This nigga man.
“Ok I guess I was.”
“Now what I want to know is, for someone who was clearly heavily intoxicated, how do you remember such details as how many DVD’s were in the room, and every detailed accounts of what each male was wearing and the designers? You claimed that they rushed you and you couldn’t tell who was who.” So what was he trying to say?
“I have a good memory.” I said.
“But you don’t remember that you had sex with these three men before? Do you also not remember the text conversation you engaged in with the defends trying to set up this sexual encounter?” I thought I deleted those out his phone? FUCK!!
“ No I don’t remember.”
“Figures, no more questions at this time your honor.”
“You may step down Miss. Johnson.” He told me. I looked at Troy face and it was a mixture of confusion, hurt, and disgust.
We rode in silence back to the dorms.
“Are you going to come up with me?” I asked him.
“I don’t really want to be around you right now.”
“Why?” I asked.
“Because I don’t want to deal with this shit right now.”
“Please Troy I can’t take you being mad at me right now, just come in so I can explain.”
“Fine” he got out the car and we went up to my room but ran into these two niggas in the hallway.
“Hi Bria.” Robyn said to me. I noticed she was holding Chris hand. I guess they finally got together after all. I didn’t say shit to her though.
“What up sexy?” Troy said to her. Both her and Chris laughed. Damn!
“What the fuck is so funny?” he asked.
“You nigga. But whatever. Hi Bria, I heard you had some day in court today.” Fuck him for knowing these niggas.
“how the fuck you know about that?” Troy asked him.
“I know more then you think I know nigga, ask yo girl to finally tell the truth and end this shit.”
“Shut the fuck up Chris!”
“Watch yo tone bitch, don’t come at my man like that!” This hoe trying to get bold on me. Get a little dick in her life and now she got balls. I waved her off like the irrelevant bitch she is.
“Aye lets go inside baby, she not worth it.” Chris grabbed her as she lunged at me and pulled her in her room.
Troy was just looking at me.
“Get the fuck in this room and tell me what the fuck is going on.” Fuck man!